Morning break: A cup of hot coco
Lunch: Half a roast beef sandwich on one slice of rye bread, apple. Water.
Afternoon break: Nothing.
Supper: *2 cups Progresso light chicken noodle soup, six whole wheat crackers. Water
Stuck with that.
After supper snack: *1 fun sized Nestle bar
Yep. Stuck to that, too.
*planned but not yet executed. Will update.
I am super tempted by some Panda right now. The opportunity exists and I can justify it for supper but I am trying my darndest to resist. I know it would fit in with the calories I've already consumed. I did the math. But. It's loaded with fat and cholesterol, too, so even if I could justify the calorie count, it's still bad for me. And I need to break the habit of seizing opportunities to indulge in cravings like that. My pants are getting every tighter and that's super sad because even when I was at my heaviest seven years ago, these slacks weren't tight. I have GOT to do something. And since my leg is giving me problems making walking/heavy activity difficult, cutting
I figure if I can make myself sit here with things to do until the opportune time passes, I'll be good to go.
I sometimes wonder if perhaps I ate it every day if I could break myself from it. That'd be an expensive and unhealthy route to take but it might work. It worked for the Coke addiction (as in cola) I had stumbled into the past few months. I don't crave them nearly as often and when I do drink one it takes me a while to drink it. So if I ate orange chicken every day for a month I might learn to hate it? haha
Anyway, I'm feeling super fat and bloated today so really need to just steer clear from temptation. Giving in would only make me feel worse.
And of course it's like my friends can read my mind because one just IM'd me wanting to go to Panda tomorrow. My friends are trying to kill me, I think. ha
Updated: I resisted the Panda! I am WINNING. hahaha
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